Bidding (Good)Bye?

 I feel tingles down my spine, 

A reminder like a universe's sign.

Slow and soft, pages I turn,

As I move on with no plans to return.

Here I stand, bidding goodbye,

Reminiscing everything from the moment I said "Hi".

Bonded over breaks and dinners,

Hoping for all to emerge as winners.

Friendships confined within the walls of corporate,

Some I adore and some I tolerate.

Here I stand, bidding goodbye,

Reminiscing everything from the moment I said "Hi".

Oops, hehe

Getting to know you

slowly, and little by little,

Whenever I'd read your name

like a little girl I'd giggle.

It was a fun few months 

hanging out with you,

Got butterflies in my stomach

feeling sensations inexplicably new.

Realised gotta hold my horses

and keep my emotions in check,

But I'm in my experience-it era,

So I thought "What the heck".

I held your hand 

and you kissed my forehead,

After a fun day

together we'd go to bed.

I liked you and you liked me,

Oh, how everyone in the room could see.

It was a fun few months 

hanging out with you,

Got butterflies in my stomach

feeling sensations inexplicably new.

Ghosts over Clones

I feel scared late at night,
Unseen eyes give me a fright.
I have nightmares that freak me out,
Only if I could shout really loud.
I can't help but live in fear,
Every night ends up in a tear.
'Ghosts' aren't the ones that scare me,
Instead, it's the real people, you see?
They're all around me, staring,
They're haters who pretend to be caring.
Only if I could live forever alone,
No more fake-loving clones.

Not Them

You have absolutely no right,
To go around and pick a fight.
Just because you can’t pour you heart out,
It doesn’t mean on anybody you can shout.
It’s better to come clean,
Than rather being to everybody mean.
You’re allowed to be upset,
But people can help only if you let.
You can’t put others down,
Just to show who’s got the crown.
You’ve gotta let people come in,
And throw that ego into the bin.
You’re hurting because of your insecurity,
But don’t let your problems become priority.
You get to eat sugar and stuff that’s nice,
Then why serve them meanness garnished with spice?!
I didn’t wanna be fake,
Guess that was my biggest mistake.
I don’t know what to do now,
Guess I'm stuck for long as a clown.
Can’t help but let it show,
Cause I need the frustration to go.
They were there during my high,
Only to leave when on the ground I lie.
I really am sorry,
I had no intention to make you worry.

Appreciating your existence

For you, I am totally speechless,
Cause you make me feel like a princess.
You just twirled,
And walked right into my world.
You’re awesome as hell,
Better than the songs of Adele.
We burn brighter than a flame,
Though we aren’t at  all the same.
You know the key,
That can set me free.
You just know it all,
Even the way through a waterfall.
You always take my shit,
And make sure it is thrown into a pit.
You belong in my wonderland,
Where your room is grand.
You didn’t judge me,
Even when I danced to 1D.
You have no clue,
How thankful am I to you,
For always being there,
Even when I had chewing gum in my hair.

Like Never Before💫

She seemed so happy,
Like never before.
She danced in joy,
Like never before.
She smiled ,
Like never before.
She held on,
Like never before.
She loved,
Like never before.

He's There （＾ｖ＾）

You think that they hate you,
Just faking around you.
You can't have a fresh start,
'Cause it has torn you apart.
It kills you on the inside,
So you just go and hide.
You fake a pretty smile,
While your thoughts make up a pile.
But still there's some hope ,
You know you'll be able to cope.
'Cause you've got this friend,
Who'll never let you bend.
He stands with you,
With him, You aren't a 'who?' .
What happened you tell him all,
You know he'll catch you when you fall.
You know he's there, You know he'll take care.